Hepaestion@aol.com
May 1999
Disclaimer: characters belong to CC  
Rating: NC-17
Keywords: rape warning, slash, M/K UST , K/other 
Author's note: It was suppose to be a short story, but I am not sure if I 
will make a sequel.  Depends on the feedback on it.
Warnings: Rape Story 
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Changing Places

Alex held the gun in his real arm, his finger on the trigger.  He could hear 
his heart beating in his chest and the sweat gathering around his balls.  He 
had gotten the information about Mulder's captivity from one of the CSM's 
henchmen that he liked to bang now and then just to pump info out of him.  
Two days ago, the guy while lying on the bed with a sore ass, and he began to 
spill the beans about a new Fox Mulder kidnapping and torture session.  Seems 
CSM was blaming Mulder for his need to kill Spender and for the destruction 
of his well-laid plans.  

Therefore, it was two days afterward and here he was trying to save Mulder's 
ass from destruction.  Alex licked his lips and walked stealthily into the 
building that for all intense purposes looked abandoned from the outside.  
The building smelled of piss and dog shit.  There were dirty needles and 
condoms strewed around the rooms.  Alex however didn't notice any wires or 
other surveillance in or around the different rooms.  

He kept walking until he heard the voices in one of the back rooms.  They 
were in NYC and it was about 3am in the morning, a man being dragged to some 
abandoned building by force could probably go unnoticed.  Alex's ears perked 
up as he heard the blows being struck.  It was like a stab in the heart the 
thought of someone hitting Mulder besides him.  

Mulder was naked and his hands and ankles were tied. His back was towards his 
assailants.   The blows of a thick leather belt were coming down hard on 
Mulder's pale buttocks and back.  They had put a ball gag in Mulder's mouth 
and the man had rolled up sleeves as he whacked the belt down on Mulder.  

The other man stood there only rubbing his more than apparent hard on within 
his black jeans.  He had winked at his partner who was striking Mulder and 
began to lower his jeans.  Alex could hear Mulder weeping from the blows and 
that apparent made him unaware of the other man.  Alex had seen enough and 
was about to step out when a gun was pressed to the back of his head.  

'Fuck' Alex said softly.  He was more than irritated to find it was the guy 
he had fucked the other who held the gun to his head.  It was a trap and he 
fell for it.  Somehow, they knew he was going to try to come here and save 
Mulder's sorry ass.

The guy took the gun from Alex's hand and pushed him into the room where 
Mulder was at.  It was then that Mulder brought his flushed, swollen face up 
to see what had happened.  For an instant, Mulder thought Alex was part of 
the creeps that were torturing him, but quickly guessed otherwise when he saw 
the gun pointing at the man's head.  

Mulder squinted his eyes into what Alex could read a question, asking him 
what the hell was going on with only a look.  He wasn't happy when he saw the 
look of fear in Alex's face.  It was soon that he felt a hand stroking his 
buttocks. Mulder began to buck the hand off him and the belt came crashing 
onto his body again.

'Listen, you fucking boys had your fun. Why don't you fucking end this shit 
before someone dies?  I don't your master wants this scene to get out of 
control.' Alex said, he was trying very hard to sound nonplussed by his 
situation.

'I suggest you listen Krycek, the boss gave us orders to 'manhandle' this big 
pussy FBI agent.  He told us chances are you were going to show up cause you 
couldn't help feeling uh...'protective' of this guy.  Seems you got some 
issues with this asshole.  Who would have thought you liked them tall and 
brainy?' one of the thugs said.  

'Listen, I know the boss man and he wants you to maybe push Mulder around a 
bit, but I have a feeling he won't be too cool at this shit.  Why don't you 
put your little belt away and your friend there should zip up his dick before 
he catches a fucking cold.' Alex said.  

Alex tried not to look into Mulder's eyes that were pleading for him to save 
him.  He really hated this scene and he kicked himself the day he ever set 
eyes on Mulder.  

'Krycek buddy, I suggest you get comfortable and watch the show.  Joey over 
there kinda likes your buddy Fox here. He gonna show Fox here a good time.  
Have him remember his moment with us and not to fuck with the boss' work.' 
the man said he held the belt in his giant fists.  

Alex tried to move forward but felt the tip of the gun boring a hole in his 
scalp. The fucking maniac behind the gun was ruthless and prone to shoot.  
Alex knew the guy was crazy and it used to make fucking his ass fun.  It now 
churned his stomach.

Alex watched Mulder trying to fight the guy who was grabbing his ass.  The 
man was spitting on his hand and using the glob of saliva as lube for 
Mulder's tender little asshole.  Alex could see Mulder's eyes looking at him; 
he was shaking his head begging Alex to do something.  The rapist spat 
another spitball onto his cock head and began spreading it around he was 
about to shove it inside Mulder's ass when he finally yelled.

'Stop!' Alex said and all three men stared at him.

'What's the matter Krycek? You got personal feelings for the G-man? You ain't 
into a little rape scene?' one of the men said.

'Don't fucking do this to him!' Alex felt his heart beating so hard inside 
his chest he was sure to fucking have a coronary.

'OH? What should we fucking do?' The rapist asked.  He kept stroking his 
cock, he knew he was ready to bust the FBI man's cherry.

'Don't fucking rape, he won't handle it well.  And the boss will be fucking 
pissed.  You want some ass, take mine but fucking leave him alone. I will 
trade myself for him. You can brag then how you fucked Alex Krycek.' Alex 
said and watched Mulder start to cry at hearing of Alex's offer.  

'You know, I kinda like the idea.  You are right, boss man could get very 
upset if we damage this fucking pussy FBI man.  But you are a famous little 
killer, fucking you in front of your precious Fox would make for great dreams 
later.' the rapist said and pushed Mulder out of his way.  

Mulder hit the floor and laid limply on it.  His body was shivering and he 
felt the pain from the welts on his skin.  He watched them grab Alex and with 
guns pointing at his head, they demanded he stripped.  

Mulder watched as in a dream, with almost a haze in front of his eyes.  He 
saw Alex Krycek being grabbed and bent over a box in the room.  Mulder for a 
second almost believed he was dreaming, as he watched the man who was to rape 
him spit on his cock and rams it inside Alex's body.  

Alex felt the cock rip inside him and he held back his scream.  He wouldn't 
give them that one satisfaction that they heard him scream.

Mulder watched as the rapist pumped in and out of Alex's ass.  Mulder 
couldn't move from the pain all over his body and he just laid there weeping. 
He forgets every little piece of hate he ever felt for the man.  Mulder sat 
there watching Alex who hadn't screamed or try to fight his way out of the 
situation.  He was raped for about 10 minutes when suddenly the man arched 
his back and dove deep inside Alex's body.  He gave a yell and Mulder could 
tell he was cumming inside Alex.  

Mulder saw the man pull out of Alex's body.  However, it seemed they mistook 
Alex's quietness for defeat and it was only seconds when Alex had somehow 
found a way to spring up and grab a gun.  Mulder watched how in seconds blood 
was being splattered all over the place and the three men were lying on the 
concrete floor dead.

Mulder tried to keep watching, but somehow couldn't fight the darkness 
anymore. 
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Mulder felt the sting on his back.  It was what brought him back to reality.  
He felt someone gently trying to care for his welts and cuts.  He turned his 
head to see Alex Krycek behind him.

'Where am I?' Mulder asked.

'We are in my place.  I have a few places I keep as hideouts. It's not a 
brownstone but serves my purpose.' Alex said, his voice was soft and low.  

'I need to pee.' Mulder asked.  He began to stand from the bed and swayed a 
bit, Alex grabbed him quickly.  

'Easy Mulder, you took quite a whipping.' Alex said and helped walk Mulder 
towards the bathroom.  

Mulder looked around the apartment that was decorated simple but nice.  There 
were books and movies all over the place and the biggest entertainment system 
he ever seen.  

Mulder went into the bathroom and noticed Alex leaving him immediately for 
privacy.
After pissing and being glad to see no blood in his urine, he washed his 
hands.  Mulder looked at himself in the mirror and finally noticed his hands 
were shaking.  If it weren't for Alex Krycek, he would have been brutally 
raped by that creep.  However, Alex gave himself in my place. Why? Why did 
Alex Krycek constantly do things that made no sense? 

Mulder walked out into the living room and noticed Alex in the small kitchen. 
The man was having a drink.  

'Can I have some too?' Mulder asked as he got closer.  He noticed Alex was 
trying to avoid looking at him.  

Mulder took a deep swallow of the single malt Scotch.  'Fuck, I needed that.' 
Mulder said softly to himself.  He watched Alex swallow his second serving 
rather quickly.

'Krycek, about today..' Mulder began but was instantly interrupted by Alex.

'Forget about today Mulder! Today never happened! You are ok, and you are 
going to go back to Skinner and Scully soon.  Just forget about anything and 
next time I suggest you watch out before you follow a lead.  Backup is my tip 
of the day.' Alex said and walked over to the sofa.  

Mulder swallowed the rest of the drink and walked over to Alex Krycek.  He 
got on his knees near Alex and looked at him.  Mulder felt the tears brimming 
in his eyes.

'You saved my ass. Literally, you know that.  But fucking dammit to hell 
Krycek! Why? I thought you hated me? I thought we were enemies! You were 
supposed to be my nemesis, the man who murdered my father and the man behind 
Scully's kidnapping! You were suppose to be a guy that I want to kill so 
badly I can taste it.  But you keep doing shit that defies normal explanation 
and completely out of the character I have profiled you to have! You weren't 
suppose to get yourself....yourself...he raped you instead of Me! ME! Why did 
you let him? How can I forget what he did to you cause of me?' Mulder said 
and placed his palms over his eyes, his sobs rocked the wounded body.

'Shit.' Alex looked at Mulder, the man who would even take tonight's episode 
as his fault also.  Poor Mulder.

'Hey Mulder, it wasn't your fault.  I chose this path and I made these 
decisions.  I did what I did cause it was for once the RIGHT thing to do.  I 
couldn't let that fucking asshole hurt you or touch you! I wasn't cherry 
Mulder, if you wanna laugh at me, go ahead. However, Alex Krycek is also a 
big faggot.  I have been since I could remember which made fucking Marita 
extremely disgusting but I had thought back then necessary.  I was already 
tainted Mulder! I am fucking scum and crippled.  Being raped was probably 
something I had coming to me anyway.' Alex said.

'Jesus fucking Christ, you believe that fucking warped reasoning don't you? 
NO one deserves to be raped and not you either! What the fuck, sure you made 
some bad choices but you are right, you did a great thing tonight.  
Nevertheless, don't fucking tell me it was only based on the fact that you 
are gay? Cause for that matter, I should have been raped too! Maybe it would 
have finally brought me out of the fucking miserable closet I live in!' 
Mulder said, he got up and walked over to the kitchen.  He poured himself 
another drink and swallowed it.  

'Oh right, so now your gay too?' Alex said and flipped the TV on.  

Mulder walked over and grabbed the remote from Alex's hand.  He flipped the 
TV off and sat next to the man.

'Yeah I am, and why are you grinning?' Mulder said.

'Are not!' Alex said.

'What? Am too!' Mulder said, his voice was getting higher.

'Not!' Alex's voice was soft and level.

'AM TOO A FUCKING QUEER!' Mulder finally said screaming and he watched Alex's 
cool demeanor.  

'I fucking wanted to fuck you the moment I saw you. I didn't want you as my 
partner cause I was sure to blow my cover.  I been attracted to men since 
College and it was the reason most of my relationships with women have been 
far and few.  However, I fucking was determined to find Samantha and I knew 
the FBI could be just the means for it.  However, I knew I couldn't come out, 
the FBI would fucking dump me and my reputation as a nut-job was already 
against me.  Spooky Mulder crazy and a Homo were not going to look good in my 
file.  I remember sitting close to you in the car, in the office, or sharing 
our hotel rooms.  I was going insane, and then I really started to like you 
and it all went to hell with Duane Barry.  Years later, you are fucking 
kissing me in the apartment that night.  I was so fucking glad to see you and 
when you touched me I wanted to fucking hit you for being so dense at my 
feelings for you! You could have been the best partner I could ever have, and 
you fucked it up so badly.  I could have love...' Mulder stopped, he knew had 
rambled and probably said too much.

Alex grabbed Mulder's body very gently and held him in his arms.  Mulder was 
hurt and badly bruised and Alex tried not to show the raw, burning pain, he 
felt inside his anus.  Alex's real hand caressed Mulder's hair and he kissed 
the man on the cheek.

'Tovarish, I am begging you to forget tonight.  I don't want to have you 
suffering or feeling guilty for what happened to me.  What happened was that 
I got to do something right and that is what I will try to remember.' Alex 
said.

Mulder turned and looked at Alex, he put his hands on either side of the 
man's face.
'I won't forget tonight ever.  I know why you did it Alex. You love me.  You 
showed me how I am right about you. There is good inside you Alex, and you 
will help me fight those men that are trying to ruin this planet.  You showed 
me that I am not alone Alex, I thought no one would ever love me enough to 
take pain away from me at least once. But you did.  I may have to keep hiding 
what my real needs are but at least now the person I truly want knows it. I 
love you too Alex!' Mulder said and kissed Alex gently.  

Mulder pulled away when he could feel the tears flowing down Alex's face.  
Alex was trying to hold them back but eventually couldn't.

'Oh damn.' Mulder said and held Alex's sobbing body tightly.

'Alex did he hurt you? OH fuck Alex, don't ever do that again. Promise me!' 
Mulder said, as he tried to comfort Alex.

'I am going to call Scully Alex, I am hurt and so are you.  We need her and 
she will understand, I know she will.' Mulder said.

'Oh man, Mulder she will fucking kill you for even looking at me with 
anything but complete hate!' Alex said.

'NO! Listen, she has to know. I don't hide stuff from Scully as much anymore. 
She has to see that things are not what we think.  Just let me help you 
medically and I promise the questions can occur later.  I need you both on my 
side dammit, they are making crazy Alex!' Mulder said.

Alex could see it was true. Mulder was at the point of losing it.  His mental 
health was at risk and Alex wasn't sure he could save Mulder from all the 
mental raping he was going through.  
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Scully mouth was pursed and shut.  She got on the quickest flight to NYC and 
was in Alex's apartment hideout within a few hours.  

She was shocked at the bruising Mulder had on his body. The welts looked 
hideous and she was glad she brought her medical bag.  She had listened to 
Mulder explain the entire situation but had frozen when he got to the part 
where he was about to be raped.

'Oh god Mulder.' Scully said softly and fell on her knees beside her best 
friend. The thought that he had been brutalized made her ill.  

'No Scully, he never raped me cause Alex Krycek offered to get raped in my 
place.' Mulder said, and he couldn't fight back a small sob.  

Mulder watched Scully place a hand over her mouth and she saw the look in 
Mulder's face.  Mulder grabbed her hands, ' for me Scully, he let that 
guy..oh god I saw it Scully..for me, he loves me.  No one has ever loved me 
that much.' Mulder said.  

Scully saw Mulder's raw feelings come out about Alex Krycek. What she had 
wondered about her partner was finally out in the open.  We never kissed or 
really flirted with each other, never mind sex.   She knew she was attractive 
and any other male partner would have at least tried by now.  Six years later 
and they weren't any closer sexually.  She had heard rumors, but they were so 
prolific about Mulder she figured it wasn't' true.  She had seen the tapes 
but she also saw the female nudie magazines.  He never dated and it wasn't 
because he wasn't handsome.  The women in the Bureau lusted over him and he 
seemed unaware. However, for the past 4 years he has harped and spoken about 
a man that he had briefly worked with for only a month.  It was all to easy 
and obvious and Scully wasn't surprised at all.

She hugged Mulder as if he were some baby brother finally telling a secret 
that was eating up his soul.

'Mulder I understand, and I am here for you. For you both. We have to find a 
way to work this out. Mulder he knows many things.' Scully said.

'Yes he does, but not today. He is hurt today Scully, please make sure he is 
ok.' Mulder asked.

Scully nodded and smiled at Mulder.  They both walked out of the bedroom.

'Alex, I think you are my next patient.' Scully said, she tried to sound 
cheerful.

'No thanks Agent Scully, I am ok.' he said and stayed eyes glued to the 
television.

Mulder walked over and took Alex's hand.  'Come on, I promise it's going to 
be ok.' 

Alex looked at Mulder and shrugged his shoulders.  "Ok, but you are a pain in 
the ass when your in love Mulder.' 

Scully examined Alex and was glad to see not too much damage done.  He made 
sure to give him an antibiotic shot in the buttocks. She drew his blood for 
several tests and promised to keep them anonymous. She had a good friend in 
the lab.  Within minutes they were done.  They were able to convince Alex to 
go back to Alexandria with Mulder and somehow they were going to work at 
getting some kind of plan going.

They dropped Scully off first before heading to Mulder's apartment.  Alex had 
packed a few things and figured he was safe for a while from CSM's henchmen.  
Alex had proven that again he was not a man to fuck with.  

Alex has to make Mulder take it easy until he healed and proved to be very 
domesticated. The boys were going to try to make things work or else kill 
anyone who got in their way.  
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Scully was called to the lab where Bonnie was working on Alex's blood work. 
Scully made sure to get Alex tested a few weeks after the incident hoping to 
catch any venereal disease or hepatitis in time.  They were typical few blood 
tests done after a sexual assault including a CBC.  She wasn't prepared for 
the results.

Bonnie had given Scully her office so that she could sit in peace to digest 
the information that was handed to her.  

Alex Krycek was HIV Positive.  


The end 
Part two?